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//Thursday, December 17, 2009 11:48 PM
;
they say when you know a person way too well (or too long, in this case), you tend to talk and rant about something, without even bother to consult back to their brain whether it's to
'cause it's easier to hurt someone that's close to you. 'cause you'll know that eventually, they'll come back to you. well you know what? screw it. screw that phrase. it still hurts, even if it's just a temporary thing. it seems that i always find a way to understand you, but then you never make an effort to understand me back. sometimes things that you said were intolerable. and no, i am not fuckin' sensitive, everyone has their limit in acknowledging a good humor or just a plain mean remark. a bad, bad day. or should i say, night. and i can't even find my pupu, my little boy i miss yooou travelling partner can't believe i lost you in such a short time :""( -- ruthless. insensitive. but here i am, letting myself fall for that stupid exterior. so, who's to blame? life just boo-hooed me for being suck at it. well, being a human, phrase like "always be grateful for your fuckin' life" is just plain naive, when emotional roller-coaster and disturbance comes in your way. Labels: "Rainy" Day :(, Train of Thought
//Tuesday, December 15, 2009 1:07 AM
you just don't get it,
do you?
don't think i have the right to scream it out loud in front of your face. perhaps i'll just let the time do the magic, right? oh, well. consequences, consequences.... :-) the first feeling of being 18th ain't that sweet. i guess i need to get this one out, every birthday needs to be special. even though you're missing the presence of the special one. but then, every birthday is not suppose to be a bad memory, right? except for the group-skype phone call part. thanks for the random shout out and birthday wishes, you guys pretty much made my day :-) wish me luck for the exam.... ? today will be the last one. see you when i'll see you :) Labels: Bad Thoughts; Bad Thoughts :(, Sweet Adolescent Life
//Monday, December 14, 2009 1:39 PM
fleeting moment
This sucks. what? everything and nothing. -- Labels: Bad Thoughts; Bad Thoughts :(, Sudden Thoughts (or Crap) :p
//Sunday, December 13, 2009 11:20 PM
possibility.
"With your hand in mine
We'll soar through the night And like the dozens of spaceships we'll dance with satellites We'll keep our eyes closed And we won't let go And with the millions of stars we'll will never be alone" Promise the Stars - We The Kings been listening to We The Kings' "Smile Kid". i really think they should find a better cover cd artist for their 3rd album. i mean come on, a crappy picture with the overused font from mac for the album title? after endless touring and the first album, We The Kings can do better than that! tempted to make a tumblr. but then, tumblr is more like a "re-blog and photo" blog type, rather than "an actual writing piece" blog, am i right? have to admit, i find so many good stuff from tumblr. like a great quote, good portraits, cool gadgets and such. hoho 35 hours to go. i always like to have a mini countdown for myself. i feel like i lost my motivation to study this term, like.... almost none. i know i will regret it someday in the future (since this score will decide my prediction score, thus, it means uni application) but then, how can i force myself? i've been staring on my math notebook, tryin' to make sense of those numbers. but still, i couldn't find a complete understanding to those math applications. pages of past paper i've done didn't seem to help anything. never in my life i feel such a failure and this... clueless over one subject. i never like math, indeed (hate it, actually). But theen, missing out one semester topics because of other subjects' requirements.... well that part was entirely my fault. haha soo i guess, wish me luck for tomorrow (?) :S and again, not really stoke for my birthday. i still can't get enough of being seventeen. over the past 363 day, i don't think i change much. hairstyle? maybe, but that's all about it. attitude? not much, i'm still the same sarcastic, selfish, meanie and straight-forward girl i've always been. well, at least realization is a part of growing up, right? :D okay, i'm bored. and tired. i guess i need to sleep now, haha. nitee, virtual world :) -- Listening to: Possibility - Lykke Li Labels: Sudden Thoughts (or Crap) :p, Sweet Adolescent Life
//Friday, December 11, 2009 7:44 PM
ignorance is bliss (?)
"Watch my face
As I pretend to feel no pain" honestly, i'm managing my anger, balls of fury that used to be inside is disappearing one by one. suppressing my anger may seems to be a good way, starting off a fight will be a childish decision. but what if it turns into a disappointment? does the suppressing and keeping my self down worth the uncomfortable feeling? feeling rather disconnected these past few days. don't know why, but it seems that you're going drifting away, having your mind somewhere else. are you okay? are we okay? can i hide this uncomfortable weight in my chest any longer? this is one of those thoughts that i can't tell right in front of your face. well, at least writing if off takes my mind of it. haha :( -- Reading: Along For The Ride - Sarah Dessen Labels: Bad Thoughts; Bad Thoughts :(, Train of Thought
//Sunday, December 06, 2009 4:10 PM
feeding the aesthetic need
 as if we didn't belong to the outside world any longer like swimmers in a shadowy dream who didn't need to breathe.. it has been two years, yet i can't seem to be bored with the beauty of the words. Did Lichtenstein actually wrote that quote? or it was just another reference that he took from other artist or famous people? hmm... man, i wish i was the one who took that picture. beautiful, beautiful expressions.. -- Marion Cottilard in "Hitchcock Hollywood Portfolio" photographed by Mark Seliger and quotation from Roy Lichtenstein's artwork Labels: Quote(s) of The Week
//Saturday, December 05, 2009 12:28 AM
december
guess i should write something in the beginning of this oh-so-special month. well, it is supposedly a month that i always get excited about, but due to the late test week and art submission, it pretty much lessen my december spirit :(
to boost up the spirit, maybe i should start writing a new bucket list. the reachable one, of course. 1. decorate christmas tree with popsie (walaupun agak males sih, cmn pengeen) 2. ANYER (or whatever beach, tp ogah kalo smpe ke ancol doang -__-) 3. go to mayestik, buy a flower pattern fabric and make a mini one-shoulder dress 4. FISH-DIP (ini harus ga mau tau. udh di delay dua kali!) 5. hot dark cherry mocha on christmas (why? karna starbucks hanya mengeluarkan minuman ini staun sekali stiap christmas) 6. photo-shoot for art murder scene (school project sih sebenarna, but still... fun. i wanna make my sketch come alive! haha) jd gantung diri atau bathtub berdarah ya.. ? 7. ke mangdu sama della. ehh ke the apartment bersama juga deh (apabila pacar2 tidak pada plg huahaha) 8. TAMAN SAFARIIIII NGASIH MAKAN JERAPAAH uuuu cute ~ 9. test blackbird lomo di ladang ilalang lalala (yg sepertinya agak susah kalo di jakarta...) 10. FOTO SUNRISE dengan secangkir teh hangat, trs pas lagi pk piyama biru polkadot tercinta HAHAHAHA yes, i'm currently imagining this specific scene (yg dari summer sepertinya tidak pernah kesampean. hmmmmm) 11. ohh and... knitting a scarf. juni pasti jadiii yayayaaa :) my boyfie plg dongdong, busyet deh bikin visa aja kaya mo buat rumah tuh negaranya si marsel... -.- not sure this one belongs to the bucket list. christmas wish-list sepertinya lbih tepat kali ya? oh well, hahaha ngantuk + mumet + sakit urat pinggang, lalala good night, virtual world :) -- Listening to: Think of Love - Rising Black Hole Labels: Imagine Imagination ~, Sudden Thoughts (or Crap) :p, Sweet Adolescent Life |
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